Secret #580
i can't take it anymore. I'm still in love with him. He loves my friend. he said he cared about me. when i said 'really?', he replied with, 'yeah of course. i care about my friends'.
it physically hurt.
i only trust two people. i don't even know who my friends are. i hate near enough everybody.
I just can't carry on anymore. I want to be free. Kill me...
3 comment(s)
A anonymous commented @ 6:42 pm 16-03-10
Do u even really love him? If u love him,it doesn't matter if he returns the love or not.
Don't say I don't understand. Both of my best friends are in love with each other, but I am in love with the guy. They both know I love him, but as long as their happy I help them. For 3 YEARS, in front of my face, every single day, I say them got all lovey-dovey. But it turns out she don't feel as strongly as they thought. He went away to study overseas, heart broken. She realized her mistake. When I thought they will get back together, in surprise, he did came back with a great life in his hand, not for her, but for me. It's the sweetest thing I ever felt.
If u truly love a person, your existence will have an impact in his life, because u were always on his side, always cheering him when he was down, bring him back to earth when he was so far high in the clouds. If not, all this time,it's u who always feel close with him, but he doesn't.
A happy ruffendz commented @ 10:23 am 03-01-10
lol..dont judge ppl just only wut he say or said.
maybe die nie cover line je ke.
org ckp "pelan2 kayuh"
ahahha..so dont give up.
just only he said like that then u already hate him?
where the power of luv? and whut meaning of luv?
=)
cheers