So, I'm bisexual. I've been in love with a girl for about 2 years now. I did confess to her, and, well - she wasn't disgusted or anything, but she didn't feel the same way, so that ended there. After that I told her I was over her, told everyone I got over her... But the truth is, I'm still in love with her.

I don't know what to do now. I get so jealous of some of her friends because they're closer to her than I am, and I know she tells them more than she tells me. My life isn't easy, and this isn't making it any easier. I've quit smoking, cut down on drinking, but sometimes I think of picking the habits up again because I'm just too depressed.