I'm sick of being who i am now. It's not

that ungrateful or anything but the

pressures around me make me feel i wanna be

someone else. Someone is perfect,

beautiful, super smart, flawless in every

single work. But i'm just not. And i'm sick

of it! really! And this Malaysian

community, really made my day. Everyday! If

i could just ignore the looks and stares...

Mind our own business instead of minding

everybody's business while your kids are

fucking and jerking around. And the saddest

thing is you dont even know that. Pathetic!

And him.. Yeah,HIM. He's such a turn off

for me. I'm moving on so dont try things

that will make u look stupid to me. I know

u wish we can still talk, laugh like before

as a friend. Trust me, i will do that but

not now. And your wish to keep our thing as

secret, i will certainly do that too. I'm

not going around to everybody, telling

things about us. What am i? Stupud like u?!

And i'm sorry for being so difficult all

this while. I love u but i have to let u go

because holding on to u it's like breaking

my heart into pieces by my own hands. U r

not going to change and i know that. So i

wish good luck to u and your next rShip.

Change or else she'll go crazy too. No

sweat!