ello..
malam nih tetibe aku nk share one secret bout myself yg aku rase x pernah di ceritakan pd org lein..kot lh kot..

aku the only daughter in my family..aku der abang sorg n 2 org adik..jarak aku ngan adik aku juh..so mmg dr kecik aku rapat ngan my bro..tp bro aku nih..hmm ntah la..x tau how to describe him..sumtime die beik sgt..but sumtime..i really wish tat i don't have any bro at all..

mase aku kecik, aku selalu menjadi magsa peng'intai'an abg aku..mase mandi..mase buang air..at first x perasan..tp we do can feel when there's sumone staring at us rite..n perasaan itu bukan khayalan..aku de bgtau my mum..tp my mum do nothing..mase tu aku sek rendah lg..mmg rase marah n bengan kat my mum..rase my mum x syg aku lg..waaa...sedey sgt..the thing getting worst..

satu mlm..aku nih jenis tdo lewat..tp mlm tu aku penat sangat so aku tdo awal..guess wat had happen..without aku sedari abg aku masuk ke bilik aku..then..around mid nite..my mum look after my bro coz his room still got light..but when she open the door my bro wasn't there..she search for my bro outside the house but he still can't be found..then my mum knock my door..siyesly aku x sedar pun..n the most unexpected thing happen..my bro yg bukak pintu my room..bende nih mym mum yg cerite balik on the next day..tp my mum..mcm x amik pusing jer..mase tu mmg aku bengan..marah..tp aku simpan jer..sbb aku x tau aku marah my mum..my dad..or my bro..totally confused..

now..aku dh besar..dewasa lh rite..tis matter still menghantui hidup aku..aku jd benci n x percaya pd lelaki..i do fall in luv..but biler sekali jer my bf buat hal..mmg aku akn terus tawar hati..n buat perangai biar bf aku fed up n leave me..ntah la x tau sampai biler aku akn jd mcm nih..