Secret #257
ok...let see. i have a big secret which my gf shouldn't know at all. the thing is...i love to watch porn especially japanese porn. it might not a big deal for everyone else but for me, it seems i'm addicted to it.
don't get me wrong, i'm just love watching it but in reality, i'm still a virgin (never make love with anyone). it's just that being an asian (especially in Malaysia), people don't accept watching porn as normal things. at least that's what happened in my family and perhaps in her family.
i'm worried the temptation might be higher when i'm start dating her seriously. i valued women, i appreciate the fact that GOD made women cause they are just the best things on earth.
i don't want to disappointing her but i also can't leave my interest in porn. at the same time, if i would go serious with her, i might do something i will regret it later to her. i want to be a good bf to her. call me conservative but i only want to make love to her only when we legally married.
i seriously need porn cause i couldn't spend a day without watching it. it's not good to watch porn but porn help me to take out my stress. i can easily calm down after a stressful day just by watching porn. otherwise, i would go insane.
gosh, i wish i could have better choice.
10 comment(s)
A anonymous commented @ 11:31 am 26-04-08
Seriously get laid, but then again, stay safe. Porn addiction is a problem. Get Help. There are other ways to release stress, research on it.
A secretive mesmerize commented @ 4:54 pm 25-02-08
woww~ thts pretty much 'secret thing' tho.. haha..
wht i can say here is.. dun do stupd thgs that will make her regret or feel worst.. juz think about it.. if u do luv sumwan.. treat her the way she desrve.. thts all i can say~
A anonymous commented @ 9:19 am 16-02-08
aww too bad.u have such a interesting secret.i'm sure there will be more of it!
A anonymous commented @ 10:24 pm 14-02-08
i would never thought telling my secret would actually make i feel much appreciated than before. again, thanks guys.
i have so much to say but i think i had found where i could spill my dirty little secret. thanks for people who like me but i'm taken, girls.
there are lots of good men out there. just keep searching for them. someday they will appear. i pray you would find your man. thanks for all support and comments. i will treasure this. :)
A every mom's choice.. koala_008 commented @ 3:30 pm 14-02-08
Dear mr.anonymous..
I like you.. i guess u're such a grrrrreat guy and probably romantic. i tought i'll never found someone who'll keep it until they're legally in relationship (married la kan?)..
but since i found out your secret...think you're just another pervert i'd met b4.
See?..that'll happen if you told your gf about those little dark cute secret of yours..Most typical malay girls out there can't accept those thing (i'm sure about this 90%)^_^*
p.s: tell her? Big NO..NO..!!