Secret #213
Long time ago, i fall in love wif a guy. We used to be close even though he adi have a gf... at dat time, he was seperated wif his gf by distance.. so, most of the time we stick up together in college... i tot everything seem fine until one day i had realized that i fell for this guy...
Now, we r not longer wif each other...Also, i have to continue study somewhere else... i finally have the strength to tell him how i feel about him... and i was glad dat he choose his gf instead of me... i know that was the best solution for all of us... is not that im going to ruin everything... i just hoping that i can go on wif my life once i heard it directly from his mouth that he gonna choose his gf.... even though he even said to me that he do love both of us..... but i just told him it's time for me to go....
When everything was over...
At some point of time..
i still bn thinking about him...
even though others might think dat i have completely forget about him...
I said to others dat i adi got over it... i went out wif some other guys... have fun.. and i pretty much assure them dat i finally forget everything about him.... i even went out dating wif a guy... but the feeling was dif...
Unfortunately, whenever i was alone... alone by myself... his face will stuck into my brain again and all the memory wif him...
There's a time in my life i just wanna tell to myself...
i will wait for him...
until the day he get marry wif the other girl...
4 comment(s)
A every mom's choice.. koala_008 commented @ 8:14 am 04-02-08
Usually girls are like that..compare to man. they're more thoughtful. Eventhough they shouldn't think about those thing ever again..but we just can't resist it when the time comes..esp, the first love..
So girl, congratulations, you're just normal as any other girl out there...
A secretive anonymous commented @ 1:16 pm 03-02-08
Hi..I really sympathise with you a lot.I can feel the pain and love in your words...cos I feel the same way too.I had to make the choice between a gf i have had since highschool..and my mom mjust loves her..and a wonderful gal i met in college.My choice was driven by the need to simplify my life..but now I feel a great emptiness..even as I talk and laugh with my gf..my mind is elsewhere..i need that gal to fill a vacuum...do i hv the courage.
A secretive anonymous commented @ 2:49 am 03-02-08
we will never forget the one we love.:(..n i wonder why do we alwiz stuck with guy which is not available..sigh.well if the guy is yours..no matter when or where...it will eventually come back to u..all u have to do now is try to move on with life.-blackpink
A budaklostsoul comot commented @ 1:58 am 03-02-08
be strong...patient...gurl u can do it. try to live to the fullest on wat ur now...the pass will always be a memory and the future will always be a discovery...so let hope for wat in front, n just make wat behind the thing that we already left behind...anything can happen to anyone...u can wait but dont let it take over urself...u still hv a long journey to go...so always always always be a smart gurl...:) smart gurl always know when to make a decision and wat decision she will take...comot say all da best~