at first, all i wanted was just to disclose my little secrets but now i just cant hold back huh. well, im grateful with everything, yes i am. but sometimes you know, i just wish that there's something i can do to make things better.
im implying to my family and friends. oftentime i felt that what i give or offer is just not enough. i try to give my very best but sometimes my effort failed me and the feelings sucks big time. they just dont see or dont understand what im struggling to do. in their naked eyes, i may be a nobody and doing nothing!
i just dont know. its a very dull night tonight. my friends are busy with their lives. i do feel neglected at times but that is just me i guess. lonesome has always been my companion. i do sound pathetic huh. oh my..
A Storyteller NizHani commented @ 12:16 am 01-02-08
u guys rock! thanks a bunch! *hugs* ~ Niz
A stylish blackpink commented @ 10:52 am 30-01-08
hey niz..since ur new here then welcome aboard..yeap yeap i believe all of us has the same problem where we think to much for others expectation.
chill out coz we r here for you to let out ur thots.even tho we cant give the exact solution..but we definately will cheer u up here in secretsaya ..:)
A every mom's choice.. koala_008 commented @ 7:43 am 30-01-08
well dear, work smart and prove it..they'll see someday!
A feelinn prestige takeachillpill commented @ 3:46 am 30-01-08
hey niz, it's okie..i think most of us feel this way at times..nie perasaan normal. tp jgn biar drag lame2 sgt.
*hugs*