Secret #164
I'm grateful for having such a great boyfriend, we've been together for more than 3yrs and I do love him truely.
Somehow.. i've just got this feeling that one day i might leave him for someone much better.. and i might break his heart or worse severed it secara mengganas since he loved me too much.
And FYI, I don't have anyone else currently, aku ni jenis setia gak and so is he.
It's so sad and scary to have these kind of thoughts but.. nak buat mcm mana... this was based solely on my instincts.
Pernah tak korang ada perasaan mcmtu?
Rasa bersalahnyeeee aku pk2 mende camni,
takut jadi doa la plak, :( :( :(
7 comment(s)
A anonymous commented @ 2:47 am 30-01-08
Yela, aku pun rasa probably it's a normal case of insecured feelings. Nak kata aku cun pun bukanle cun sgt, aku sedar diri aku siapa tp my bf's kinda on the cute side, so aku rasa aku takut dia yg leh tinggalkan aku bebila je.
That's why, instead pk kan yg dia leh tinggalkan aku, i opted to think it likewise plak so that i wudn't get hurt kan.. uhuu, thanks guys!
A lovely ^_^ hunny commented @ 6:42 pm 28-01-08
hunny pernh pk cam tu...then hunny share wif my ex-bf it's normal to feel unsecured..then my ex-bf comfort me..he said nthing gonna happen...but then we both break up gak..tp secara beik lh..sbb perbezaan agama..sedih kn..but we still keep in touch..org kate kalo dh jodoh x kemana rite..berkawan biar seribu...musuh jgn dicari...
A every mom's choice.. koala_008 commented @ 3:36 pm 28-01-08
ermm..klu taknak, pas kat me jela...buat back up plan..coz my mom always asking la..when you wanna settle down?..aigoo...
A anonymous commented @ 11:03 am 28-01-08
thoughts and words kalau lekat kat kepale kita selalu pon boleh jadi doa.
A budaklostsoul comot commented @ 2:15 am 28-01-08
comot pernah...pernah dan sgt pernah n slalu gk...tp bg comot itu bkn doa...:D itu cuma mainan kata dr hati atau buah pikiran yg mungkin sudah dipengaruhi oleh bende2 asing cth si setan...:P tp pecaye la ckp comot itu bkn doa...doa ialah sesuatu yg kita sgt2 nk n kita minta kt Dia...bkn hanye sekadar yg kita panggil "thought"...so tyh bimbng...andai kate pikir centuh jk da le jdk doa waweee byknyer bende comot nk pikir skrg juga...:D hehehe live freely hepily positively and honestly...
yg benar,
(comot juga si kuat mkn)