Secret #129
ok another secret. aku xtau la spesis ape aku ni. aku x penah bgtau org yg aku admire @ suke straight to their face eventhough they hv admitted they love me. cm ble dorg ckp cmtu,aku lak blew all the chances.
and guyss,i always pull the trigger off. man.....ape la..
ble aku wat cmtu,dorg pon blah. nyampah gle kt aku. asl aku ni ekk???
and when they pull away,i always hv tendecy to pull them back. worst of all,it didnt work. how pathethic!!!
and now when i see then with sumone else, i feel very sad. aku x ske cmnie.. cm hape je aku sedih ble ok sal ni.
nk kate aku gle pon ade gak. ble die call,aku xnk angkat. rse cm xleh angkat. then regret! aku gile ke?
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A out of her mind! She teDDy commented @ 8:58 pm 22-01-08
ox_gurl= hahahahah..tol la gak kot. aku rse cm klo die play hard lg trusted la. ni klo cm lembab jek aku x leh ar.. cm nk memain jek. tp ble dorg over aku lak mls nk lyn.
it's like when i'm already move on, they come. they pull back when i pull away. and when i expext the least of em, they give me blasts. bdo tol la..!
takeachillpill= playing hard is not my thing. malu wooo..
hahaha aku bkn jenis cmtu la. even my last crush pon aku x penah gtau die smpi skang. patu it went away....
if hes sincerely into me why dont he make a 1st move? aku kn pompuan. ahahha..sori la aku agak conventinal in this particular love thingy.
terces=aku nk die! tu jer. tp die cm bdo xtauper aku nk.
xkn la die x dpt hint lgsg.bkn aku xpenah bg clue pon. hes bad u know,he rather keep this thing in low sbb malu if 1 of out frens tau yg ktorg love each other. serious pebende tuh!kdg2 aku rse cm beig tooled by him.should i move on? tp ble aku da move on,die lak gatal nk jumpe la hape la..
ok guys,i wana make u guys crystal clear here. die penah bgtau aku yg die mmg ske aku tp hes confuse whether this is love @ affection. untill now...die xtau per die rse towards aku.btw,hes not a malaysian. hes kenyan. hes mycalssmatte. so die ckp if we were couple,it might be very hard for me and him to be in realtionship. hes going bck to this country. both of us expect a long term relationship so heart break is the last thing we want to get through. but in this situation,we will eventually get seperated soon after he completes his study here. he doesnt want me to get hurt so does himself. tp aku x leh trime la. then aftr dat day,hes acting very diffcult. awkward gle. ptot klo die da tau mmg x leh dgn aku,wat la cm mmbe. ni x,cm janggal sgt. maybe both of us realized the feling is thre but we just dont hv ability to do nothing..... ;(
A secretive terces commented @ 1:48 pm 22-01-08
ni bkn nasihat professional:
cik teDDy cuba saudari identify apa sbnrnya yg saudari nak dpd mamat2 tu sumer. n apa sebenarnye yg menghalang saudari dpd berbuat demikian. kemudian cuba fahami. there must be something...(but ur not sharing all?)
A feelinn prestige takeachillpill commented @ 9:36 am 22-01-08
playin hard to get is ok..aku rase semua org kena ada tuh..baru wujud excitement. tp jgn sampai tahap derang rase cam tehegeh2 melampau. itu yg aku rase lar..guys out there, any comment?
A verycaringbusybody ox_gurl commented @ 9:25 am 22-01-08
eheeheh ko nih malu2 kucing..malu tapi mahu..pastu jual jual mahal takde diskaun.. nak kene usaha.. kind of person ek?ehehehehe